Next Time Around

Next Time Around
I wonder all the time what loving and being unconditionally loved feel like.
Like calming whispers in the dark as she lay next to me knowing the bond is tight.
Then all the choices I've made makes me never want to take for granted a woman's worth again.
Dreaming of the next time around and doing right by her every step of the way like a best friend.
Being 100 percent honest giving all of myself and not hold back or put up walls.
Being a rock in her life dependable on all fronts when duty calls.
Next time around I'll be thinking with my heart and intuition instead of lust making her wants irrelevant.
Keep a bright eye out for that lady with self respect morals and GOD fearing ways ambitiously intelligent.
Next time around I'll know my role play it wisely and not wallow in pitiful.
Put her first above the world all the while keeping it real as an individual.
Next time around I'll put extra effort into being outgoing using my imagination as a guide.
Show her the attention she deserves excepting all that she is willing to grow together side by side.
Next time around respect will consistently be on deck.
Romantic moments will be our haven away from societies stress.
Next time around I'll be a good listener and even better observer of her needs.
Always remaining loyal keeping communication and humor as daily deeds.
No more games or waisted time begging for another chance to be.
Next time around she'll be the one I get down for on one knee.
By Kolin E.