I See You

My brother from another mother truly a great one when at best.
History has no hold against the heart of a man when put to the test.

I see you the strong and gifted uplifting manhood to its most tremendous.

Stereotype me not posted in the growth on the journey of no coincidence.

The educators the fathers the blue collar workers the everyday grinders.

The responsible intelligent strong righteous lively most timers.

Progressing against the odds while witnessing the fall of other brothers.

The old heads who’s memories are wise but inhale pain that smothers.

I see you my brother never expecting the pat on the back for focused drive.

While all the time taking in the suffering strengthening spirit character in mind.

Whatever you do it comes down to heart and knowledge in the scheme.

That’s why I see the brothers in the struggle waiving red black and green.

Yeah I see you even though it would seem this breed is damn near invisible.

Media entertainment socially or economic driven erasing the positive is simple.

I see you the love of self worth pressure drowning emotions of culture hate.

Playing the opposite while still maintaining true self and life to contemplate.

I see you treating my mothers and sisters like a queen on a throne.

Providing all that they ask for being a man in the home.

So no matter how insignificant lowly hard life may be in view.

GOD GOD’S people the ones that love you see you to.

By Kolin E.

The Love Breakdown

There’s this word out there everyone uses, abuses, experience never find and GOD gives freely.
Infinite and universal throughout all races, species ,sexes to flourish inside the spirit willingly.

L.O.V.E. can I break it down this complicated emotion.

Cause There’s all types of love that devours our devotion.

Its not something you can just put in a box to be kept out of sight in the closet.

Love is to be explored and shared taught to one another like spreading the word of a profit.

What love do you hold most sacred in your heart.

Is it the love of Jesus Christ and our sins he died for on the cross?

Or maybe its love of a spouse and how one makes you feel.

Or maybe it’s the superficial kind powered by money and sex appeal.

Is it the familiarity of motherly ,fatherly ,brotherly ,sisterly love you give and receive.

Conflicted by the illusion of fake delusional evil contradictories that’s out to deceive.

A person can say I love you with ease while having nothing but emptiness in the heart.

It can flow so fluidly from the tongue with a plan of deceit embedded to use from the start.

While all along loving nothing but the game itself.

And you love not being alone so its played with stealth.

Unconditional love can be the most beautiful kind.

Like the love one receive from a seed better known as a child.

Just experience love whatever it may be.

Lover of life ,wisdom and the experience it can bring.

Love yourself one another putting GOD first.

And you can never go wrong or suffer from quench of thirst.

Remember hurt is the proof of loving so you did your part.

It is never gone forgotten cause the end brings a better start.

This one emotion I will sacrifice for nothing making smiles out of frowns.

Hopefully one can gain and riminence little feeling of love from the breakdown.

By Kolin E

Kiss of Society

You know the things you don’t understand sometime become so hard to comprehend.
That’s why most of us try and have hope to bring complex to a simple but productive end.

Like my first kiss on the cheek that comforted and burned me at the same time.

Realities wet slab of this is the world and for me you are forever on the grind.

Surrounded by souls of all kind good and bad happy and sad winners and losers.

Products of love and hatred wisdom and ignorance and heartfelt conclusions.

Races and racist of all kinds a melting pot of cultures and religions living as one.

Sticking me right in the middle to endure and conquer the life of a black son.

You see societies kisses can come in all shapes forms and fashion depending on your status.

But no matter what that may be pain is pain and endurance of it comes with practice.

If life is a mother fucker then my surroundings be the off spring of it all.

In return without the heavenly father above some live as bastard’s when they fall.

Sometimes I feel like I’m in a court room cause everybody wants to be a judge.

Hypocrites that criticize and never relate to what I go through so I hold a grudge.

The only soothing common sense of voice calming me down that strong single mother.

Inspiring me to be more than that of my haters and oppressors to not self smother.

So I say to you society come better than that cause I am prepared for you always.

I’ve been blessed to have inner strength to be put to the test and knowledge to learn your ways.

I come from a eternally prolific vigorous warrior tribe that’s born ready for your stress.

Nothing that your politicians opposite thinkers evil contradictory can do to make me confess.

So yes fear me as you have always but respect the force that drives the inner self.

It is the motive you study my kind to a wondrous reasoning of what makes me continue with stealth.

So society take a hard look in the mirror and tell me what you see cause I’m already looking.

How you make our women into sex objects for sell then wonder why they not cooking.

Murder murder murder kill kill kill media media media on the T.V. tube all the time.

Then blame hip hop for the reason why some of our children have no love for man kind.

Our background help us relate or tare us apart for reasons known to unknown.

I just make sure my reason is with a open heart a listening ear and a GOD fearing soul.

So society with your puckering lips of felicity I kiss you back with pride.

But when you bite mid way through just know my wounds will heal with time.

By Kolin E.

Dog Food

This goes out to the ladies longing ,hoping ,praying ,waiting for unconditional natural true love.
Take caution of who you give your heart to in pursuit of that special someone.

Certain fellas are out to conquer and defeat with no retreat and feast on wants and needs.

Use and abuse but never stand accused of playing games with the mind body and soul.

To the point that all emotions are bent and far out of control.

So you fold and use every bit of energy left to keep hold.

And try to convince yourself that change is gonna come.

All along living a rainbow dream built on a mental scheme.

False advertising at its best reenacting the same heartbreak scene.

In return treating pain like a cold with a remedy of self indulgence.

While self worth constantly plummet as trust issues determines the dosage.

So I say my sista don’t be another meal on the table swallowed by some fool.

Because a queen never lets herself become a curry of dog food.

By Kolin E.

Not The Enemy

The black woman I behold to all who hate.

Forever it is you I will cherish and decorate.

Never will I leave your side or your hearts.

Together as one we are where life starts.

Many put you down call you names of degrading manner.

But you can rest assure I see the ally in you so none of it matter.

I know your not perfect and have your faults.

Some may even make you look bad overall in thought.

How the black man got to the point of treating you so bad is a mystery.

But be assured there are many who knows you’re not the enemy.

The struggles within ourselves leads us to punishing the ones we love.

Which is a backwards effect of not being shown non.

Namby-pamby type brothers these be, raised in self oppression where nice is weak.

Comfort in this from what your used to sometimes demolish.

This normally comes from your uncanny ability to grow from knowledge.

But see we live in a time where society and the media would disagree.

And try to make you seem like gold diggers, sex objects, or attitudes with a degree.

But me I know better from the start for a strong black woman raised me to be smart.

Sisters that give great advise to show a better way, and always got my back on any given day.

Aunties that's always there and grandmothers who put me in check when I showed no care.

And others you are my friends, my lovers, my confidant, my secret potion the ones who always showed me a path to expand my emotion.

I know your struggle and what life may be like in general.

But the most valuable object on earth is you and not some shiny material.

So I say keep striving keep raising keep praising and keep loving eternally.

Cause in my soul I know you’re an ally and not the enemy.

By Kolin E.