Sunday, November 14, 2010

Underneath the Sun

I’ll be relaxing underneath the sun.
Patiently waiting on my two for one.
Feeling the comforting rays of priority is me.
Until the she arrives to form the we.
And travel free but possessed in a relevant calm atmosphere of unconditional.
But for now rays of indulgence tempts imperfections to something more visual.
And just sit back where its not complex but simple and satisfy to be more satisfied.
Because a parallel two never connect but literally craves the dazzling feel of the inside.
Feel that breeze so soothing and just right with entice and so fluid on the move.
But it and the light will fade soon along with the moment passing the moon.
And then a new day arise blessed to be alive again cause once more I’m awake.
With possibility’s dreams I have a chance to make a difference love and create.
So for now I’ll be relaxing underneath the sun .
Patiently waiting on my two for one.
Feeling the comforting rays of priority is me.
Until the she arrives to form the we.
Coexisting with nature in a blissful fruitful garden of quality and potential.
With nourishing acknowledgments of loyalty where love is humbly fundamental.
God is giving with effort from prayer and is praised always with great humility.
So lively it guides me to grasp onto the basics and little things with great ability.
So really can this picture of a man glazing shining bright be able to reconnect under the shade.
With that true woman who provide crystal clear insight to the wonders of love from which she’s made.
But reality is singular and copes with the night in a more tropical way intrigued by the beauty of a flower.
Smell the intoxicating aromas alluring the body to come closer taste the honey of the pollen and devour.
Until the change in climate cools her down and the petals start to fall and dry up for the season.
Left alone still longing a female that feathers all type of weather and there for the long run in reason.
Making me a better man than the good one I already am driving a togetherness mental steer.
Bringing focus where I’m unfocused in my path of accomplishment making gloomy times so clear.
The two sides of me combined with the she can make the soul once divided into one.
But until then I’ll be relaxing wide open under the sun.
Patiently waiting on my two for one.
Feeling the comforting rays of priority is me.
Until the she arrives to form the we.
By Kolin E.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Instrumental Constant

Like the hardest of steel embedded deep beneath the earth.
Faith can be an immovable object once one begin the journey of self worth.
The tests of life are way too heavy to carry alone.
But an open heart letting GOD through is an all time stepping stone.Passionate minds can begin to thrive realizing the beauty of life.
As glorious moments are appreciated and wisdom is gained from strife.
The light of a magnificent soul can brighten up the atmosphere.
Even with the darkest of clouds above to follow far or near.
The rain of strain has no love for a happy outcome.
Now beliefs and inner strength plays the role of protection.
All the while the Lord is my backbone guiding me through.
Tough times sentimental moments or done all I can do.
One can come and go in a life or claim many faces to be fraudulent.
But one thing that never goes is the love of GOD that instrumental constant.
By Kolin E.

Friday, October 29, 2010

My Love

There's this strong feeling radiating inside the genuine center of my emotions.
Heightened to a glorious position generated from within creating force fields against rotten notions. A platform projecting compromise to extend my hand freely.
Advancing my soul into a warmer mass separating it from measly.
Forming a magnificent energy influential within its aura of positively.
A hypnotic colorless odorless element flowing and shared in me.
Virtuous capabilities visible through the animation of my action.
Driving the character of a man to reckon with his own imperfection.
Spiritually keeping me grounded as the main ingredient giving praise to the master.
Cause GOD is love and is flowing in me caressing my heart like soothing lather.
Giving me this gift freely to claim as my own because I am an individual.
So its my love I hold to behold on display so that caring ways are visual.
But its the unconditional love that gives me the attention for no need to be seen.
Instead concentrate all drive into the brown eyes of the reflection in the mirror I see.
To speak this common language and fluidly onto others.
Like much needed comfort it waters down the essence of cultures.
My love embrace the differences between the me and you.
Cause its openness and respect is one that brings the kinship from the two.
My love is passionate exotic erotic romantic and blissful when interpersonal.
Effort identifying with the spirit of a woman before evolving into sexual.
That's what makes my love committed and willing to say I love you creating a bond.
Its attachment is one of great strength like a ligament stretching above and beyond.
But hurts like hell when ripped from the bone and torn apart.
Thank goodness the healing process makes it stronger with love and support.
A mammalian drive much like hunger or thirst I need it crave it all of the above.
Pheromones dopamine norepinephrine or serotonin call it what you want its still my love.
By Kolin E.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Limitless Likeness

Hypocrisy clouded the world ages ago as negative forces evolve. Into a whole new being and goes wherever the good lives to resolve.
Avenues of souls confused lost with out a hope or desire to grow and live.
As commendable souls unconnected and confused stray away what to give.
Life a infinite word within itself full of variables struggles hope and happiness.
Reaching for the light can be a very scary thing when surrounded by darkness.
The path we choose begins and ends with spirituality the belief in something greater.
Chances are too much to handle when gliding and striving driving a spirit straighter.
GOD is the choice to make a long distance short always guiding to a greater brightness.
Confidence is humble but ambitious as freely smiles implode inside like a limitless likeness.
Moods are like an interchangeable tempo to a beat playthings for attitudes blessed to notice.
Unlikely circumstances hurt but get dealt with eventually with a universal almighty presence.
From the atom to the brain into the ever beating heart strained to stream the veins to travel out.
Reaching into the depths of desultory emotions working as a fusion for healing and pains self doubt.
Legitimizing self worth so naturally with a graceful wind as a reminder of being always here.
No matter how loathsome detestable hateful people can be your love is forever always near.
King of Kings please bless thee with knowledge of cultural connection and earthly care.
The smell of a rose so beautiful as the sky unfolds overlapping the sun rays of rich red flare.
Where the little things never go unappreciated and courtesy makes the insides illuminated.
What is obtained and beheld is a journey priceless.
Feelings of intense freedom from within a limitless likeness.
By Kolin E.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

CULTURE WAR

There’s a real war going on no one talks about its like the only thing the government is good for is a grudge and a pout.
So no relying on them to correct the problem seems exploitation is the only way to find a path to solving.
Poverty ,oppression ,ignorance and self hatred all created to keep us forsaken .
So look at American freedom and sulk babies having babies ,babies killing babies ,and babies forced to be adults.
From the light skin girl to the dark skin girl debating who is best over hair that curl.
To the kid on the block who uplifted for selling his people a rock.
To the mama aching for attention to the point she put that man over her children.
To the dead beat dad with not a care in the world near or bound.
While little boys grow up in the dark as there minds develop to sound.
The cycle of a culture of people stuck if only we could change that cycle and get out this funk.
Create a better way to find that righteous path and stop destroying ourselves.
I’m surrounded by words of excuses ,hatred ,and degrading.
Low morals little faith and lack of ambition with no debating.
A mind set that wants to be consistently good but when matched with success must require to be bad.
Hatred courses through the blood of those that have nothing to accomplish so its sad.
So it’s a real culture war going on and which side are you on the ignorant or the knowledge.
Every day they build new prisons instead of schools and reform education to keep us out of college.
Will you spend your life fighting for what should be right in the norm or will you go on  in decline and linger in what is wrong.
Will you take the easy route in strife or fight for what is yours and owed in life.

Wake up my people we all alone in the process of growth of our own.
It’s a war going on.
By Kolin E.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Mr. Politician


Mr. Politician what are we going to do with you, well from the looks of it let you be you.

I just can’t tell these days what’s behind those eyes and underneath those hairy grays.

A walking lie, a walking front, a walking postal boy for the cover of dot gov.

Oh my god you are the king of scheme, tell us what we want to hear and sell a shitty dream.

And America buys right in to it, while the rest looking at us stupid, the rest as in the greedy rich.

Cause the politician is there crawling Bitch, a crawling robot told to do when to do and how to do.

For the better of that dollar in the nasty grimy greedy unconscious pockets of those that turn good milk sour.

You think they care about you it's all a front, they not hurting for money so power is there come up.

You think they care about poor people or poverty furnished neighborhoods, while matters steady decline from worse to no where near good.

Perfectly conservative law abiding citizen is what a normal person would construct you out to be.

But yet you not like me, or anybody I know, how many times can you say you ever been poor, or been broke, hell at least no gas money for the pinto.

Nope can't do it uh, and the sad thing is the politician that can say that, we never hear of.

Mr. Politician is bad for my health, you not cigarettes is the leading cause of death.

Say no to P it does a mind wrong; twist it up to sound like a good song.

Smile in my face like you bringing all hope, and then shake a brother’s hand just to reach for the antibacterial soap.

Mr. Politician will fight to the end of anything he feel you don’t believe in but then, well we know how that story end.

It seems the best way to get one to resolute is to set the trap as a prostitute to constitute.

When Mr. Politician does wrong there’s always therapy, same case brothers get threw under the penitentiary.

A walking bank per say a non profit organization it appears, surrounded by lobbyist and billionaires posted in skyscrapers.

They tell me to vote it makes a difference our life, been polling out 14 years now and still going through strife.

A billion dollars is what it takes to run for president, the cost of taking a lie and turning it into the truth like its heaven sent.

I'm going to do this I'm going to do that but in the end you've got only your own back.

Your circle consist of the haves and the have mores, the main group of people you look out for.

That’s why I wrote this poem on a second grade level, no big words to describe your lack of effort.

Mr. Politician you come in all shades and color, religions and gender, even though Mr. is the subject.

While election season is the only time you can catch one in public.

All on T.V. in the media like they wise, have fun now revolutions are not televised.

By Kolin E.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Delicious Seduction Its Something About Fucking You

She said you know some cats by XXX size Trojans for no damn reason.

But she can honestly say when I slide them prophylactics on I truly need them.

Which brings me to this point we have arrived at right now.

I have a animal, thriving inside of me craving to burst out and howl.

Ready to reach heights of lust that’s never been explored.

Ready to let loose that aggressive nature and hear ,hit it some more.

Like natural cocaine I’m high on your beauty and sexual attraction.

We mostly make love but tonight its straight fucking interaction.

As my lips and yours together combined a heavenly succulent pair.

Senses are supreme as the scent of this woman’s sweat marinade is too much to bare.

So ,I have to say its something about fucking you and releasing frustration.

Grinding and winding penetrating inside and making that ass sound like a standing ovation.

Satisfying all wants and needs in abundance as an oath in guarantee.

Like a warrior take control with superior ecstasy to promptly decree.

My main focus is not to cum but make you moan and scream.

My mission is to make it rain cause I cant settle for just the cream.

So I put my all into it like it’s the last piece of ass I’m going to get.

Follow the beat of that sensitive spot keeping you constantly wet.

And you take it all in like a champ never running from the long stroke.

At first it was a little sensitive and too tight for the meat to poke.

But now I got it wide open for that grade A beef to simmer in your Suki .

And we cook so good that the aroma in the air is filled with lustful pussy.

Inspection of your body is conducted under tongue supervision.

Nothing has ever tasted so good from head to toe with precision.

Motions and actions just seem to come about so naturally in heat.

Like me turning you over sucking your breast and licking your clitoris in one heap.

I’ve always wondered how it would feel to caress a goddess.

Stroke the eve of life in rhythm with hands of prominence.

Now lets raise the level so that the dildo don’t get put but threw away.

As the warmth inside is so good that when you fall asleep you want my hard erect to stay.

Taking you the point that the body goes numb as exhaustion demeanor.

Blaming organism climax enter phases making you break out in tears.

Cause right now I’m fucking you so good ,like we in the hood.

I’m fucking you so good that feelings arouse inside, you never felt before like what just happened.

I’m fucking you so good that when I pull my penis out of you ,vaginal lips get to clapping.

As I take you on a journey on the inside of your brain .

Now don’t trip you gone engulf and feel shit, but you totally sane.

Your eyes roll toes curl hands clamp and stomach splendid cause I’m in it.

That’s why I have to say its something about fucking you, I just don’t want to come out.

Every position with repetition ,dirty talk ,that’s how we do it no doubt.

Rub my bald head and lick my hard abs now take my dick to trial.

Cause I’m killing this dolly wally so that chocolate brothers stay in style.

Woman its something about fucking you that I have to constantly explore.

The level of freakiness we can reach to open that new door.

Its something about fucking you that keep my testosterone at its fullest peak.

Enticing me to have a taste at the small of your back as the sweat spot I seek.

I can still smell your perfume as I work my way up the curve of your neck.

Let me whisper nasty sayings to you as my lips and your earlobe counteract.

Taking you from behind is my ultimate way ,cause you know how I like it.

That’s why its something about fucking you raising my temperatures climate.

And in the end when you say I cant take no more as all dopamine is secreted.

Let me massage your body from head to toe cause believe me ,your going to need it.
By Kolin E.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Beast

Sometimes what one see visualy can be so delusional.
Like the beauty of a woman who’s grace is reputable.

So with respect I treat thee to the ultimate degree.

Always advertising my soul my loyalty focused on the bond.

But sometime the beast inside of me gets the best of my mind.

And get caught up and fall off the slippage of getting one track.

The thought process just in tales me to picture you from the back.

In all I really don’t tame the beast with effort for it is natural.

Cause I was made for woman to provide and be the king of our castle.

Otherwise until that point the passionate beast thinks of many.

On a continuous battle for occupation inside the heart pumping in me.

Make it happen almost take control of my actions while in heat all together.

But fighting back is that inner strength and wisdom telling me to know better.

As for now the beast just gets to observe behinds and rate them on a scale.

Objectify the she who breeds our seeds like a stripper for sale.

Occasionally indulge in a mutual touch.

Or repair the one with the broken lust.

No bad intentions or scheme of things coursing through it all.

The game of waiting sort of feel like a uninhibited continuous free fall.

So when waiting ends and I don’t see your breast fat booty luscious lips or inhale your elegant smell.

But see you for you the inner self except it all with the flaws the beast can go to hell.

By Kolin E.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

I See You

My brother from another mother truly a great one when at best.
History has no hold against the heart of a man when put to the test.

I see you the strong and gifted uplifting manhood to its most tremendous.

Stereotype me not posted in the growth on the journey of no coincidence.

The educators the fathers the blue collar workers the everyday grinders.

The responsible intelligent strong righteous lively most timers.

Progressing against the odds while witnessing the fall of other brothers.

The old heads who’s memories are wise but inhale pain that smothers.

I see you my brother never expecting the pat on the back for focused drive.

While all the time taking in the suffering strengthening spirit character in mind.

Whatever you do it comes down to heart and knowledge in the scheme.

That’s why I see the brothers in the struggle waiving red black and green.

Yeah I see you even though it would seem this breed is damn near invisible.

Media entertainment socially or economic driven erasing the positive is simple.

I see you the love of self worth pressure drowning emotions of culture hate.

Playing the opposite while still maintaining true self and life to contemplate.

I see you treating my mothers and sisters like a queen on a throne.

Providing all that they ask for being a man in the home.

So no matter how insignificant lowly hard life may be in view.

GOD GOD’S people the ones that love you see you to.

By Kolin E.

The Love Breakdown

There’s this word out there everyone uses, abuses, experience never find and GOD gives freely.
Infinite and universal throughout all races, species ,sexes to flourish inside the spirit willingly.

L.O.V.E. can I break it down this complicated emotion.

Cause There’s all types of love that devours our devotion.

Its not something you can just put in a box to be kept out of sight in the closet.

Love is to be explored and shared taught to one another like spreading the word of a profit.

What love do you hold most sacred in your heart.

Is it the love of Jesus Christ and our sins he died for on the cross?

Or maybe its love of a spouse and how one makes you feel.

Or maybe it’s the superficial kind powered by money and sex appeal.

Is it the familiarity of motherly ,fatherly ,brotherly ,sisterly love you give and receive.

Conflicted by the illusion of fake delusional evil contradictories that’s out to deceive.

A person can say I love you with ease while having nothing but emptiness in the heart.

It can flow so fluidly from the tongue with a plan of deceit embedded to use from the start.

While all along loving nothing but the game itself.

And you love not being alone so its played with stealth.

Unconditional love can be the most beautiful kind.

Like the love one receive from a seed better known as a child.

Just experience love whatever it may be.

Lover of life ,wisdom and the experience it can bring.

Love yourself one another putting GOD first.

And you can never go wrong or suffer from quench of thirst.

Remember hurt is the proof of loving so you did your part.

It is never gone forgotten cause the end brings a better start.

This one emotion I will sacrifice for nothing making smiles out of frowns.

Hopefully one can gain and riminence little feeling of love from the breakdown.

By Kolin E

Kiss of Society

You know the things you don’t understand sometime become so hard to comprehend.
That’s why most of us try and have hope to bring complex to a simple but productive end.

Like my first kiss on the cheek that comforted and burned me at the same time.

Realities wet slab of this is the world and for me you are forever on the grind.

Surrounded by souls of all kind good and bad happy and sad winners and losers.

Products of love and hatred wisdom and ignorance and heartfelt conclusions.

Races and racist of all kinds a melting pot of cultures and religions living as one.

Sticking me right in the middle to endure and conquer the life of a black son.

You see societies kisses can come in all shapes forms and fashion depending on your status.

But no matter what that may be pain is pain and endurance of it comes with practice.

If life is a mother fucker then my surroundings be the off spring of it all.

In return without the heavenly father above some live as bastard’s when they fall.

Sometimes I feel like I’m in a court room cause everybody wants to be a judge.

Hypocrites that criticize and never relate to what I go through so I hold a grudge.

The only soothing common sense of voice calming me down that strong single mother.

Inspiring me to be more than that of my haters and oppressors to not self smother.

So I say to you society come better than that cause I am prepared for you always.

I’ve been blessed to have inner strength to be put to the test and knowledge to learn your ways.

I come from a eternally prolific vigorous warrior tribe that’s born ready for your stress.

Nothing that your politicians opposite thinkers evil contradictory can do to make me confess.

So yes fear me as you have always but respect the force that drives the inner self.

It is the motive you study my kind to a wondrous reasoning of what makes me continue with stealth.

So society take a hard look in the mirror and tell me what you see cause I’m already looking.

How you make our women into sex objects for sell then wonder why they not cooking.

Murder murder murder kill kill kill media media media on the T.V. tube all the time.

Then blame hip hop for the reason why some of our children have no love for man kind.

Our background help us relate or tare us apart for reasons known to unknown.

I just make sure my reason is with a open heart a listening ear and a GOD fearing soul.

So society with your puckering lips of felicity I kiss you back with pride.

But when you bite mid way through just know my wounds will heal with time.

By Kolin E.

Dog Food

This goes out to the ladies longing ,hoping ,praying ,waiting for unconditional natural true love.
Take caution of who you give your heart to in pursuit of that special someone.

Certain fellas are out to conquer and defeat with no retreat and feast on wants and needs.

Use and abuse but never stand accused of playing games with the mind body and soul.

To the point that all emotions are bent and far out of control.

So you fold and use every bit of energy left to keep hold.

And try to convince yourself that change is gonna come.

All along living a rainbow dream built on a mental scheme.

False advertising at its best reenacting the same heartbreak scene.

In return treating pain like a cold with a remedy of self indulgence.

While self worth constantly plummet as trust issues determines the dosage.

So I say my sista don’t be another meal on the table swallowed by some fool.

Because a queen never lets herself become a curry of dog food.

By Kolin E.

Not The Enemy

The black woman I behold to all who hate.

Forever it is you I will cherish and decorate.

Never will I leave your side or your hearts.

Together as one we are where life starts.

Many put you down call you names of degrading manner.

But you can rest assure I see the ally in you so none of it matter.

I know your not perfect and have your faults.

Some may even make you look bad overall in thought.

How the black man got to the point of treating you so bad is a mystery.

But be assured there are many who knows you’re not the enemy.

The struggles within ourselves leads us to punishing the ones we love.

Which is a backwards effect of not being shown non.

Namby-pamby type brothers these be, raised in self oppression where nice is weak.

Comfort in this from what your used to sometimes demolish.

This normally comes from your uncanny ability to grow from knowledge.

But see we live in a time where society and the media would disagree.

And try to make you seem like gold diggers, sex objects, or attitudes with a degree.

But me I know better from the start for a strong black woman raised me to be smart.

Sisters that give great advise to show a better way, and always got my back on any given day.

Aunties that's always there and grandmothers who put me in check when I showed no care.

And others you are my friends, my lovers, my confidant, my secret potion the ones who always showed me a path to expand my emotion.

I know your struggle and what life may be like in general.

But the most valuable object on earth is you and not some shiny material.

So I say keep striving keep raising keep praising and keep loving eternally.

Cause in my soul I know you’re an ally and not the enemy.

By Kolin E.