You Can Have It

You Can Have It

Pardon thy disposition my lady would you mind joining me on a quest of intimate bonding.

Fantastic first stop is get to know you territory a place I travel to fondly.

Its where we go to connect as one and let our chemistry mix in conversation.

As we get to know each others ways hopes dreams and aspirations.

Just say yes and let's progress into some type of care free,jazz melody.

Orchestrate our groove using loves instruments to create the symphony.

As we let this moment be our first jam of many tracks.

Play it out nicely cause secondly is attraction that beast with two backs.

Especially when it spit that hot ball of fire and desire deep in your soul.

This is right and feel so good I'm understood thaws a heart from the cold.

Just promise that when in its last stage of full warmth please don't mold.

Except all that it is cause to the last entity my heart you behold.

True love intimacy honesty passion intelligence and strength common sense ambitious religious but not perfect and not tragic.

For the low price of mutual love ninety nine you can have it
By Kolin E.

Another Black Tragedy

Another Black Tragedy

Time for the five o'clock news or shall I say an update on more black tragedies.

Kicked off with a good evening we have breaking news of multiple casualties.

Three black men and a little girl where fatally shot in the north side for no damn reason.

Right now the facts are kinda sketchy but with the murders going around must be that time of the season.

The assailants got away in a black ford truck most likely stolen headed south with haste.

Ten minutes later what do you know two african american males just got caught in a chase.

With a very bad wreckage in the pursuit in it a mother five months pregnant was killed.

And a newly wed couple had to be released with the jaws of life inside the car that was reared.

Just in an elderly woman in her eighties was just robed at gun point inside her home.

Grandmother of twelve who lived alone.

Didn't even check to see if she was gone.

At midnight another baby was born to a young couple not ready for the responsibility.

She still not willing to give up the night life and he don't have the skills to pay the bills what a tragedy.

Leaving another little one with a small chance to excel in life.

Creating another cycle of children to adults with low to no morals but plenty strife.

But yet want respect like majesty.

In all its another black tragedy.
Kolin E.

Beauty Intro

Beauty intro

Beautiful is just an introduction to me.
An unfolding mystery as far as the eyes can see.
Like a sip of the finest wine converging on my taste buds.
As exchange of intellect flows inside causing us to be love drunks.
Like that beginning beat to a favorite song.
As conversation that follows becomes the chorus for us to prolong.
The match that strikes a fire from that smile of hers.
Increasing the curiosity to get to know as passion burns.
Like waking up to discover a warm magnificent clear blue sky to start a day.
Eager to live it out with a purpose and strive to reach goals as a reply to GOD directing me your way.
Like damn she fine man she sexy got it going on bad all over what a cutie.
But after seeing the beneath it all I discovered the outside was just an intro to inner beauty.
Kolin E.

Came In With A Dime Left With A Penny

                            Came In With A Dime Left With A Penny

She is so fine look at that elegant physique.

All that a man dreams of in a class elite.

Perfect smile that erases time.

From her eyes to mine she is a dime.

Now comes that moment of getting to know you better.

A casual outing of romance and the most wonderful weather.

Now my dime conversation has started.

Why half way through she accidentally farted.

Oh but hey things happen its totally fine.

It was the talk of superficial qualities that made you a nine.

Oh its gotten worse ok eight.

Spoke with passion and no debate.

All this talk of mansions diamonds trips anti prenup and cars.

I like nice things but not like you value crave and desire as big as mars.

But that's not even what made you a seven.

Instead that snobby attitude like you created heaven.

Non humble ways located in the aura of your thought process.

Making my comfort zone pull away and shrink into a fast digress.

But that's not what even made you a five.

It was the stench at your crib as roaches performed live.

Yet that didn't come close to making you a four.

How fly you always look head to toe while kids look poor.

Did it for me sweat heart even if you got a degree.

Your lack of morals and intellect downgraded to three.

Now we in the store and you hiding me from dude?

Oh hell nawl you for sure a mother fucking two.

By now I see a real woman in my sight and found out her worth is plenty.

Got to know her well and just by chance her name is penny.

So I have to say the physical fooled me but you're done.

After experiencing your soul presence you are not the one.

Conversations To GOD About Her

Conversation to GOD about her

God what is up with her always praying to you for a good man but yet every single time choose lust and the total opposite of what she asked.
I wonder how that would make me feel sometime to have someone ask you for something just for them to turn it away and treat like trash.
Not only that Lord why must she make out the Godly man or good man to be week or unworthy but yet praise you.
It kind of makes me see the karma she goes through baby daddy's across town with wicked hearts who's souls are over do.
Seems like a cycle to me GOD she choose wrong knowing it won't work and when it don't play victim and return to you once again.
Leaving with something a broken heart a new baby or another turned away good man.
I know you looking down from above shaking your head saying well I tried my woman.
But who can love a hypocrite or respect one at that I know I can't so why wonder.
Who wants to be looked down on based on ignorance I won't.
Who wants to be step daddy to many cause you looked me over plenty I don't.
So GOD am I wrong for holding out for that real woman of respect and not settling for her that Jezebel thinking with her coochie.
Complaining about a man all the time him not having a job over some dude named pookie?
Putting happiness in superficial and turning bad into something good.
With that constant excuse of always being misunderstood.
So do I go back to her where I'm unwanted deep down to the core?
I don't think so LORD I'd rather see what you have in store.
By Kolin E.

Creating Hell

Creating Hell

Can't wait till we evolve into a human race that do instead of just get.
Create and nurture life instead of killing a soul taking it with no regret.
Give a helping hand to the lesser man in need not expecting something back.
Raise seeds with morals and drive prepared for hardship putting GOD on the map.
Trust worthy in a cause with good intentions putting goals and dreams to action.
But instead we pour down the rain of negativity and hatred with a sickly satisfaction.
Ruin a child's life before it even begin brain washing on a evil cult like level.
Training to be violent with an attitude that dwells in madness with the devil.
Take up abuse like a hobby even invite it into the psyche to be a haven for usual.
Casually punishing self from lack of happiness just to indulge on the poisons in a daily ritual.
Trying so hard to escape problems disappointments tragedy and horrific moments that burden.
But you can never get away from it so the person them self let's it mutate inside always left hurting.
Creating its own hell filled with fire disgust and very low inner value for thy true self.
Even though heaven is just a prayer away one step forward to redemption for a positive gift.
People go hungry when there is no care stamped into the daily ways of the majority.
Man abandons his true purpose leaving behind a bunch of single mothers the new sorority.
Strangers are enemies non receptive of the abuse one has encountered through the years.
So teach one preach one becomes judge first and learn later as trust is lost between peers.
Or maybe we can just destroy each other for no reason with a gun ignorance and white stuff to sell.
All are major parts used to unjustly keep a people down and constantly creating our own hell.

Feelings Come And Go

Feelings Come And Go

Sometimes we must all leave behind bad tendencies from the regret pain and suffering endured.

But abduct the light of happiness deep from within that state of well being to be emotionally cured.

Emphasize to self the beauty of life and what lessons are for.

Gaining wisdom to empower the soul to rise up and soar.

Out of the deep depths of darkness sadness and depression.

And into the brightness of freedom in strength gained from progression.

Enchanting moving on to embrace the mind so it may convince the heart to beat with purpose and see a better day.

A necessity for wants in life with all its ups and downs very strange moments and unexpected turning tides in play.

We pressure force ourselves for all types of reasons.

With no moral or intellectual means to blend in with the seasons.

Just to reap the rewards or damage.

As survival love and goals we manage.

Yet through it all the focus of being alive and intelligence differ for all who breath care think and know.

That what's meant to be will be and remain adding to ones happiness but momentary feelings come and go.

Fuck A Fairy Tale

Fuck a fairy tale

Once upon a time in a land far far away lived a prince who was rich handsome and rode a white horse on a rose pasture.

He pursued a fair maiden of great beauty and they would ride off into the sunset to live happily ever after.

That's what the fairy tale tells us but reality writes a different book.

As relations are much different these days sometimes taking on a deceitful look.

Nowadays love bites and turns one into a bitter hateful all for self person.

Once believing and dreaming of the fake tale told to children in a G rated version.

While the adult story takes on a more negative R rated but hopeful conclusion.

Men play games women are unknowing of worth and both debate the solution.

She want her prince charming he wants his video vixen neither has anything to do with love.

So they chase blindly for that want factor of superficial only to feign or hope for unconditional like a drug.

Then age brings wisdom as new thoughts of needs begin to grow as regret sinks in deep as the eyes finally see.

Now a late factor comes into play and progress births new problems as the journey to healing begins to break free.

The stars moon and cosmos become unlined and women take on the role of man and man women like a trade.

Attitudes become hateful towards one another while all the time only hating self for choices he or she made.

That's why its a fucked up fairy tale that only the damaged self esteem needy one wouldn't believe.

All formed from a life of lacking attention true love and respect just show it and access naïve.

Then witness a devour of emotions time and trust badly spent with no left over change to cope.

While dollars are clocking and getting mine is mocking the bank of morals is broke.

So fuck a fairy tale give me real I'll take it with courage and dignity.

Never shall I forsake who I am inside always building my love for infinity.
True story

Looking Seeing Envisioning

Looking Seeing Seeking Envisioning

My eyes spotted you with a sassy ebony aura surrounding you in a elegant mist.

Capturing my glance at that sacred point of first sight cuffing my eyes in arrest.

Looking at your style jazz and curves flowing in the form enriching the outfit.

Taking notice by a thunderous interest storm magnifying every detail to uplift.

Then the world became faded out as you're smile glistened sending emotions of wondrous bliss to awaken my sleepy vibe.

Which allowed me to see what pleasantries can behold such a queen with a presence that's drawn me to know the inside.

All for the purpose of appreciating the beauty seeking more than an associate friendship status.

Inviting a new priority into my world making sure gentleman ways gets plenty practice.

Securing the know in belief that both feelings are mutual releasing all trust to her.

Walls are down and a future is born envisioning a wife and darling seeds to bare.

Adding to our happiness as you are my lust simmering in the deepest erotic desires heated by a Fahrenheit of ecstasy on plenty.

Turning us on would bring about a fire that couldn't be extinguished with an ocean streaming through it.

Completing the better half of a loving man that's always left longing for a mate.

Disappointingly left patiently waiting for that one to bond get away with and finally escape.

Heaven sent from prayers to the almighty has delivered a woman singing the right key to open my heart where love is so freeing with reasoning.

All initiated from the contact that made ones effort react to looking seeing seeking then envisioning.
By Kolin E.

Next Time Around

Next Time Around
I wonder all the time what loving and being unconditionally loved feel like.
Like calming whispers in the dark as she lay next to me knowing the bond is tight.
Then all the choices I've made makes me never want to take for granted a woman's worth again.
Dreaming of the next time around and doing right by her every step of the way like a best friend.
Being 100 percent honest giving all of myself and not hold back or put up walls.
Being a rock in her life dependable on all fronts when duty calls.
Next time around I'll be thinking with my heart and intuition instead of lust making her wants irrelevant.
Keep a bright eye out for that lady with self respect morals and GOD fearing ways ambitiously intelligent.
Next time around I'll know my role play it wisely and not wallow in pitiful.
Put her first above the world all the while keeping it real as an individual.
Next time around I'll put extra effort into being outgoing using my imagination as a guide.
Show her the attention she deserves excepting all that she is willing to grow together side by side.
Next time around respect will consistently be on deck.
Romantic moments will be our haven away from societies stress.
Next time around I'll be a good listener and even better observer of her needs.
Always remaining loyal keeping communication and humor as daily deeds.
No more games or waisted time begging for another chance to be.
Next time around she'll be the one I get down for on one knee.
By Kolin E.

On The Field

On The Field

Some take a chance and go for the bomb on 1st down. 

Others grind it out for all four relying on that essence of time. 

But in the process some people get drawn off sides. 

By the intrigue of life as survival penetrates in tides. 

Yet some get caught in they feelings and get defensive. 

Just to find themselves in a position of offensive interference. 

Then all hell breaks lose and the opponent start running faster. 

All the while trying to make peace is caught by roughing the passer. 

So we find ourselves switching to a prevent zone. 

Where everything stays in front to keep a good eye up on. 

But even still plays constantly get ran out of bounds. 

Life is so inconsistent without a good prayer around. 

So one strives and struggle for that next first down. 

Till that end zone is reached to be the talk of town. 

And meet a mate you like in hopes of marriage of such preference. 

Just to get caught up things don't go right and its pass interference. 

Now the opponent is bound to score goal line is near with a imminent chance. 

Now its time to toughen up and make that last hard stance. 

As hopes of a turnover breaths within the conscious of trying. 

So second chances are all there is to be left up to on relying. 

Faith, can you feel me now cause one needs it to stay strong and visionary. 

Cause and effect reaches beyond the mind of field goal range when held stationary. 

Just do all you can when life and GOD put chance in range. 

Anything is better than nothing when you still in the game. 

So live life to the best and fullest even in defeat as it all unveil. 

Make sure you have nothing left in the end and leave it all on the field.

By Kolin E.

One More Time

One More Time

A good man is hard to find, one saying that if I hear one more time I'll exploit every decision she ever made.

Like her fondness for everything negative in a man, like your sick excuse for attraction, bad boy tendencies and how he paid.

All worthless reasons to call it love, but yet here we go again choosy Suzy going the distance for no good.

While all the time staging herself as being more than the gentleman but wants that ignorant one hood with the wood she can over stand.

But let me discriminate and all hell breaks loose, then I'm labeled an ass hole for judging the controllable's.

But yet I don't complain or drag your worth through societies portals, while you pick the worst of the worst with no morals.

If I here one more time a man disrespect my black queen regardless of her imperfections, I'll remind you how a woman raised you unconditionally not to mention.

Sheltered you clothed you and educated you always had your back when the world didn't, all the while working like a slave some single handed while the deadbeat spent it.

All I'm saying if I here one more time a man or woman put each other down I'll say your both to blame for the taking.

Cause when its all said and done we all responsible for our own decision making.
By Kolin E.

Thick And Thin

Thick And Thin

Since the beginning she was there to watch my back and what's best was her interest.

Saw me come up out the dirt as I consistently went about my goals with progress.

All the while when I had a good job always pushing me forward to strive for more.

Always down for my soul unconditionally excepting me for me to the core.

It was no coincidence I fell in love and chose such a woman to be apart of my life.

We had our ups and downs filled with earning trust and a few disagreements in strife.

Even when I was laid off she had my focus on point to go out and get it all duly noted.

And when failure occurred didn't bash or lash out but comforted and supported.

What a queen she is I must not ever take for granted.

Never forget how close she held me when I lost my granny.

Didn't for a second lose her respect for show of tears flowing like rain.

But gained a bond of closeness through the pain.

Even when my car broke down she seemed to still make a way.

Although my pride made it hard for her to do so we still made it by day to day.

Always see the best in me even when I have my once in a blue moon mantrums.

It was you who held me down and brought me back to reality calming my phantoms.

Never would I do for another past or present what I would do for you and give my life till the end.

Cause you the one that's always been my woman of cause through thick and thin.
By Kolin E.

Tired Stressed Feeling Alone

Tired Stressed Feeling Alone




A double shift worked all night started with a morning full of awakening to non stop.




Kids off to school dressed fed lunch made while beating the time of the clock.




Finally off tired as hell a long day full of the usual with a little bit more to intell.




Head hurt feet hurt body aches but no problem for I am a man of detail.




Walking through the door I know your attitude needs and wants to fulfill and caress.




Its why dinners cooking kids are tamed and a hot bath is awaiting my queen to soak away the stress.




Then when your ready let the love of my soothing hands dry your body.




Relax in the comfort of I got this and let me cater to your every wanting.




Never feel alone even when I'm away, cause you stay on my mind like the best of dry paint.




If something is on your thoughts don't be afraid to confide in me, I'll listen with attention as loyalty and understanding I decree.




I'll be your problem solver or just out right vent, either way my respect and admiration you have holding me in content.




I don't need anything more than the beauty I see in you every day, the strength that's shown from within making me stay.




You worth every breath that I intake bad decision hardship or mistake that led me your way.




Just know I got your back with real black love loyalty and respect every single day.




I'm not going no where sticking around like a true G.




My heart is yours as other women I don't even see.




For granted you never will be taken, just let me in and then experience the pleasure when love we making.




And when tomorrow comes I'll be there for many mornings to come, there to comfort you when you tired stressed or feeling alone.

By Kolin E.