Looking Seeing Envisioning

Looking Seeing Seeking Envisioning

My eyes spotted you with a sassy ebony aura surrounding you in a elegant mist.

Capturing my glance at that sacred point of first sight cuffing my eyes in arrest.

Looking at your style jazz and curves flowing in the form enriching the outfit.

Taking notice by a thunderous interest storm magnifying every detail to uplift.

Then the world became faded out as you're smile glistened sending emotions of wondrous bliss to awaken my sleepy vibe.

Which allowed me to see what pleasantries can behold such a queen with a presence that's drawn me to know the inside.

All for the purpose of appreciating the beauty seeking more than an associate friendship status.

Inviting a new priority into my world making sure gentleman ways gets plenty practice.

Securing the know in belief that both feelings are mutual releasing all trust to her.

Walls are down and a future is born envisioning a wife and darling seeds to bare.

Adding to our happiness as you are my lust simmering in the deepest erotic desires heated by a Fahrenheit of ecstasy on plenty.

Turning us on would bring about a fire that couldn't be extinguished with an ocean streaming through it.

Completing the better half of a loving man that's always left longing for a mate.

Disappointingly left patiently waiting for that one to bond get away with and finally escape.

Heaven sent from prayers to the almighty has delivered a woman singing the right key to open my heart where love is so freeing with reasoning.

All initiated from the contact that made ones effort react to looking seeing seeking then envisioning.
By Kolin E.

Next Time Around

Next Time Around
I wonder all the time what loving and being unconditionally loved feel like.
Like calming whispers in the dark as she lay next to me knowing the bond is tight.
Then all the choices I've made makes me never want to take for granted a woman's worth again.
Dreaming of the next time around and doing right by her every step of the way like a best friend.
Being 100 percent honest giving all of myself and not hold back or put up walls.
Being a rock in her life dependable on all fronts when duty calls.
Next time around I'll be thinking with my heart and intuition instead of lust making her wants irrelevant.
Keep a bright eye out for that lady with self respect morals and GOD fearing ways ambitiously intelligent.
Next time around I'll know my role play it wisely and not wallow in pitiful.
Put her first above the world all the while keeping it real as an individual.
Next time around I'll put extra effort into being outgoing using my imagination as a guide.
Show her the attention she deserves excepting all that she is willing to grow together side by side.
Next time around respect will consistently be on deck.
Romantic moments will be our haven away from societies stress.
Next time around I'll be a good listener and even better observer of her needs.
Always remaining loyal keeping communication and humor as daily deeds.
No more games or waisted time begging for another chance to be.
Next time around she'll be the one I get down for on one knee.
By Kolin E.

On The Field

On The Field

Some take a chance and go for the bomb on 1st down. 

Others grind it out for all four relying on that essence of time. 

But in the process some people get drawn off sides. 

By the intrigue of life as survival penetrates in tides. 

Yet some get caught in they feelings and get defensive. 

Just to find themselves in a position of offensive interference. 

Then all hell breaks lose and the opponent start running faster. 

All the while trying to make peace is caught by roughing the passer. 

So we find ourselves switching to a prevent zone. 

Where everything stays in front to keep a good eye up on. 

But even still plays constantly get ran out of bounds. 

Life is so inconsistent without a good prayer around. 

So one strives and struggle for that next first down. 

Till that end zone is reached to be the talk of town. 

And meet a mate you like in hopes of marriage of such preference. 

Just to get caught up things don't go right and its pass interference. 

Now the opponent is bound to score goal line is near with a imminent chance. 

Now its time to toughen up and make that last hard stance. 

As hopes of a turnover breaths within the conscious of trying. 

So second chances are all there is to be left up to on relying. 

Faith, can you feel me now cause one needs it to stay strong and visionary. 

Cause and effect reaches beyond the mind of field goal range when held stationary. 

Just do all you can when life and GOD put chance in range. 

Anything is better than nothing when you still in the game. 

So live life to the best and fullest even in defeat as it all unveil. 

Make sure you have nothing left in the end and leave it all on the field.

By Kolin E.

One More Time

One More Time

A good man is hard to find, one saying that if I hear one more time I'll exploit every decision she ever made.

Like her fondness for everything negative in a man, like your sick excuse for attraction, bad boy tendencies and how he paid.

All worthless reasons to call it love, but yet here we go again choosy Suzy going the distance for no good.

While all the time staging herself as being more than the gentleman but wants that ignorant one hood with the wood she can over stand.

But let me discriminate and all hell breaks loose, then I'm labeled an ass hole for judging the controllable's.

But yet I don't complain or drag your worth through societies portals, while you pick the worst of the worst with no morals.

If I here one more time a man disrespect my black queen regardless of her imperfections, I'll remind you how a woman raised you unconditionally not to mention.

Sheltered you clothed you and educated you always had your back when the world didn't, all the while working like a slave some single handed while the deadbeat spent it.

All I'm saying if I here one more time a man or woman put each other down I'll say your both to blame for the taking.

Cause when its all said and done we all responsible for our own decision making.
By Kolin E.

Thick And Thin

Thick And Thin

Since the beginning she was there to watch my back and what's best was her interest.

Saw me come up out the dirt as I consistently went about my goals with progress.

All the while when I had a good job always pushing me forward to strive for more.

Always down for my soul unconditionally excepting me for me to the core.

It was no coincidence I fell in love and chose such a woman to be apart of my life.

We had our ups and downs filled with earning trust and a few disagreements in strife.

Even when I was laid off she had my focus on point to go out and get it all duly noted.

And when failure occurred didn't bash or lash out but comforted and supported.

What a queen she is I must not ever take for granted.

Never forget how close she held me when I lost my granny.

Didn't for a second lose her respect for show of tears flowing like rain.

But gained a bond of closeness through the pain.

Even when my car broke down she seemed to still make a way.

Although my pride made it hard for her to do so we still made it by day to day.

Always see the best in me even when I have my once in a blue moon mantrums.

It was you who held me down and brought me back to reality calming my phantoms.

Never would I do for another past or present what I would do for you and give my life till the end.

Cause you the one that's always been my woman of cause through thick and thin.
By Kolin E.

Tired Stressed Feeling Alone

Tired Stressed Feeling Alone




A double shift worked all night started with a morning full of awakening to non stop.




Kids off to school dressed fed lunch made while beating the time of the clock.




Finally off tired as hell a long day full of the usual with a little bit more to intell.




Head hurt feet hurt body aches but no problem for I am a man of detail.




Walking through the door I know your attitude needs and wants to fulfill and caress.




Its why dinners cooking kids are tamed and a hot bath is awaiting my queen to soak away the stress.




Then when your ready let the love of my soothing hands dry your body.




Relax in the comfort of I got this and let me cater to your every wanting.




Never feel alone even when I'm away, cause you stay on my mind like the best of dry paint.




If something is on your thoughts don't be afraid to confide in me, I'll listen with attention as loyalty and understanding I decree.




I'll be your problem solver or just out right vent, either way my respect and admiration you have holding me in content.




I don't need anything more than the beauty I see in you every day, the strength that's shown from within making me stay.




You worth every breath that I intake bad decision hardship or mistake that led me your way.




Just know I got your back with real black love loyalty and respect every single day.




I'm not going no where sticking around like a true G.




My heart is yours as other women I don't even see.




For granted you never will be taken, just let me in and then experience the pleasure when love we making.




And when tomorrow comes I'll be there for many mornings to come, there to comfort you when you tired stressed or feeling alone.

By Kolin E.

WE

We started out holding hands exchanging energy as eyes connect feeling and exchanging the life force.
We on the same page reading wants body and emotion as passion took its course.
We romance the romantic bona fide the freaky stimulate unnatural conduct then eroticism ecstasy.
We misbehaving the right way or feel so much better inside out way shall I say.
We multiple positions our bodies contract our minds into repetitions.
We dope to the beat when sweet melody is in play as the rhythm guides us into a groove.
We on the same level as grind and whine intertwined with deep stroke and all walls when we move.
We go all out to be head of the house which require soft lips a patient tongue and attentive spirit.
Like how I lick and spell every word in the dictionary on your clitoris.
We negotiate I take it out and go back down you take it out and go back down we take it slow and put it back in.
We here on earth but in our own world making it spin.
We dialogue and intellect.
We four play yesterday and five play today.
We ambitious and drive each other for the best.
We on the side of the road freaking.
We role play for no reason.
We might fuss and fight.
We might fuck and make up.
We can make love on the beach or snowed in we conquered weather.
We debate then relate we orgasm together.
By Kolin E.

New Breed

Evolution develops as progression goes through a series of events.
Like some unique organism advancing into a higher state, laying dormant in content.
All the while mutate into a transformation of ignorant to wise.
Maturing while gaining knowledge becoming worldly ready to sterilize.
Duplicating the wake up cell that enhances the chances of this living creature.
Creating structure and balance as a vital root to its feature.
Waiting for that right moment to explore spread and expand.
Coursing through the soul to the mind in demand.
In an instance reality of life becomes so clear.
As the smudge is wiped clean from the mirror.
Possibilities become truly GOD willing and propaganda is exposed in societies bosom.
Inner demons prepare for attack not ready for change and new born wisdom.
For them it is lethal and makes a spirit immortal.
Prepares one for travel through that heavenly portal.
Where everything we are becomes one with the almighty and the universe.
And phylogeny is knowing we where born into the cycle of a curse.
As the love spreads and meets a being of like vibe and conceive a seed.
Therefore in return grows and cherishes a new breed.
By Kolin E.

Seat filler for love

Welcome audience to another extravagant experience and lively event.
Filled with high octane emotions passionate desires and time well spent.
This is a show unlike non other that many get to experience more than once.
The kind you escape to when heartbroken with no one to no longer trust.
So the compromise inside leads to a I got to have it attitude.
In return an occupant to satisfy that lust in passions solitude.
Arriving at last to fulfill the come lay next to me kind of mood.
All resulting from bad relations combined with playing the fool.
A temporary love refilling your inside with conquered want and need.
Simplifying the facts and the time we lay down to conceive.
Its all about you and the undone fantasy well overdo.
Expanding to higher places where the bodies pleasures hold true.
While your thinking please don’t say nothing stupid.
For it is the small talk and physical attraction holding you lucid.
Only one thing on the mind and soul to make one sore like dove.
To find someone that’s just right to be tonight’s seat filler for love.
By Kolin E.

Cupid Stupid

You want to hear something cupid stupid well at least in my case.
You want to know how I know well hear it is with no fucking disgrace.
A girlfriend of unconditional love probably been said once in a life if that.
Well maybe that for those beautiful few moments where we flourished at.
But I’m grateful for it and never will forget even though I was young.
Back then cupid was cool and hit me with an arrow that taught me to go as they come.
But now cupids tips are laced with funked up love, rage embarrassment and spent emotion.
Beautiful love, lust ,great sex and enormous feelings all mixed in one shot potion.
Now tell me that’s not stupid it’s like cupid be gone off that pot.
Every time I see that fucker ready to aim I’m like that’s all you got?
I mean he stay sky high as far as I know so could it be literally.
Eyes are red and blurred and the mind is smoked out spiritually.
Yeah cupid stupid in a funny way sometime like passing on the average one just to bring me one that’s fine.
Or just the opposite in more ways than one like that time you made me like the gorilla looking one.
And the user who I just had to have ,now that arrow had its affects for a while.
But I finally got that poison out of my system and yeah that crap was foul.
Now cupid stupid and having a good laugh and doing so on my expense.
Building me up just to break me down again.
But I get right back up ready for more cause I have hope and patience as a virtue.
So cupid enjoying all of it cause he knows my love has no curfew.
Cupids not a baby anymore but grown and divorced drinking a 5th and smoking a cig as he flies above.
He and the fairy lady didn’t make it and she took more than half of his love.
So how the fuck you gone play matchmaker when yo shit took the cake.
I be damn if you represent real love on valentines day.
Cupid stupid and a bitter man by now his bow is a sling shot cause fairy lady took half that to.
So aim is a little off now and then every time he shoot.
You know you didn’t have to make that woman love me and I didn’t come off that way ever.
All you had to do was fly away but you only have one wing damn fairy lady was clever.
Now half the love ,half a bow ,and one wing you don’t know what to do.
But I can tell why cause fairly lady was so pissed off she took half your brain to.
Cupid you stupid.
By Kolin E

Keep it coming

I like to keep it coming in more ways than one.
First let us connect on a level of capital sum.
Let me look you over and see where to start.
The lips look like a good place to feast a part.
So succulent soft and sweet cultivating my taste buds.
Corresponding as we breath flowing wet reruns.
I take my time to manage the ideogram of passion.
As I work my way down to your neck as I suck and pluck to the mood of your fashion.
However you want it flowing thru my mind.
The hands are at work as they rub at the same time.
Your back pulling you close grasping a feel of ecstasy.
Can you feel me all over massaging your crib consistently.
Lucrative acknowledgments from moans of pleasure.
As my attention shifts thru shoulders down to breast with leisure.
Nipples are firm ripe for saturation.
Gently working my wet tool of emancipation.
Freeing you of all inhibitions.
Cause my hard erect is primed for dickey business.
Down I go on your body like a slow drip.
Seizing every moment of it not to miss a sip.
Like the flow of water I rest at your navel.
Side to side I go putting lust on the table.
I hear inner thighs calling me as they shake and tremble.
So I answer with a feeling of compiled gentle.
Feel my coasting mouthy muscle work.
Its total pleasure and goal is to make moans exert.
As I arrive at homeland to pit ,options are many for the tender clit.
Right now my drive is stunning so take a ride and keep it coming.
By Kolin E.

The Sex Before Intercourse

Our lust is so deep so deep that the night cant sleep.
Aspirations of just the sight of you keeps me anticipating.
Ranging from casual to erotic your jazz is fascinating.
I see sensual warm ,cozy toped with intelligence.
As your eyes led the way vibe filled passionate freakiness.
The way you walk as each step compliments your frame.
Outfits to impress that you make look better never the same.
Smile at me as I slowly glide the feel of your cheek.
Baby you are so sexy I’ll do anything you need.
Maybe a massage a nice warm bath then I feed fresh fruit to eat.
Simple or complicated your need is my mission to achieve.
A night on the town go hang with friends or just stay in at home.
Whatever the feel you have I’m willing to let my love be known.
Sensual conversations stimulating the mind.
Or we can joke around and just let time unwind.
A flower for a flower on an average ordinary day.
Pull you close wrap my arms around you then a hug I lay.
I’ll read your mood and pay good attention sensing your choice.
Cause all things said this is our sex before intercourse.
Special to me in my soul deeper than the mold.
Let me blow your mind as it is the key to drift away.
Glide as we float our vibe is one as we shine the day.
Tickle your intellect uplifting emotions.
Conversations of talkers and listeners passionate motions.
Drawn to your eyes so gentle yet strong I get lost in a daze.
The power of your being rushes through me like heavenly rays.
Just sit back and relax this is your time.
I’ll do the work for now on you’ll be just fine.
I’m your instrument of man engulf my acoustics.
Cause together we make the sweetest of music.
We reggae ,jazz ,hip-hop ,R&B ,Neo-Soul rocking to it all.
Let us progress into a mix master mental lust free fall.
The Love concourse of sex before intercourse.
By Kolin E.

Posted In One Place

Is this the place for me?
Compared to where I came from where there is no possibility to succeed?
I have been schooled and programmed for the system of this place.
Battled and fought for a better day.
This must be the place in myself where the soul runs free.
Escaping those full of unreality.
So much to see and so much to do in so little time.
Putting my life in slow motion through appointments with GOD.
Negativity and imperfectness of my soul, sometimes cloud my brain and take control.
Lifting me from this place I’ve traveled so far to reach.
But the lessons that I’ve learned bring me back to teach.
Letting GOD be the judge of my case, traveling unknown destinies posted in one place.
By Kolin E.

Sister Redbone

Caught red-handed stunned by the beauty of Afro- centricity .
The sweetness of vanilla coated with banana shades of simplicity.
Awakening strawberry fantasies in every sightseer of enhanced flavor.
Toped with cherries and filled with creativity to indulge and savor.
Delightful expressions transcend the basic into glamorous times.
Cause the vibe of a rose blossom brings pleasure of infinite kinds.
To characterize or stereotype this sister leads to false assumptions.
Which only adds to her growth of inner self exalting post presumptions.
All with a smile that can take ones breath away in a instant motion.
Calming eyes who’s color may vary and runs as deep as the ocean.
Raspberry lips counteract together creating succulent juices.
As caramel joyrides spread about there freckled resolutions.
Skin so soft to dive into would be like floating on ecstasy‘s cloud.
As the sound of your voice guides the lost to be everlastingly found.
Its all in the presence and the likeness of your heavenly tone.
The heart stopping divine glow of that sister red bone.
By Kolin E.

My Chocolate Coco

Laced impressions powered by a blooming vibe,
My chocolate coco, hence you are a flower.
Cherished appreciation cultivates within my soul for what you bring.
Capturing me every time with those pretty brown eyes it seem.
But repeatedly you cupid me with what’s behind those eyes with entice.
A cinnamon temple, covered in chocolate, packed with all the sugar and spice.
Cause when you swirl the world seems like a better place.
Senses are elevated within your presence with haste.
Taste of life with the feel of freedom.
Sounds of evolutions and sights of a won revolution.
I see the light in your mocha darkness.
As it breeds within constantly non stop always growing.
So sweet, warm, and fulfilling.
And yet so strong, intense, and ground breaking.
My chocolate coco physical attraction intensify my fire holding me in heat.
With the smile of an angel whom no one would dare just take a peek.
Branded in my thoughts are lips from GOD.
Delivering Hershey kisses that take the spirit abroad.
With the smell of elegance you cannot be a sin.
Addictive enough is your chocolate coco brown skin.
By Kolin E.

Top Notch Chick

Think of a beautiful rose at the height of its richness.
Now throw in a little bit of enlightened swag at its jazziest.
Mixed with a fabulous style and elegant grace.
Covered with sugar and spice savory infinite taste.
A woman she is and no longer a girl she’s grown.
Bold attitude with a down to earth effect of its own.
Pathways are created through strength in her drive.
On top of her game every second she’s alive.
Nevertheless never settling for less .
Motives are clear and apt disregarding stress.
Spontaneous sexy intelligent and cool all in one.
Rules of life are her own and love weighs a tone.
Any man alive would be lucky if she would pick.
Now that is the diva of a top notch chick.
By Kolin E.

Something Of The Norm

The standard of achievement in ones life horizontal with a journey.
We all search seek and strive for it everyday some in a hurry.
A complicated thing the norm can be depending on individuality.
Adversity can keep the willing from reaching the norm all self defined.
In return some of us put GOD in our life to keep from falling behind.
Or some type of higher being to give inner strength within.
Personal reflection can sometimes define the norms of men.
Revolving and evolving into a atmosphere of difference.
To the point where happiness all depends on a choice of preference.
The norm of our land is currency comfort and love of a spouse.
Marriage a couple of kids white picket fence around a big house.
Then happily ever after like some novelty book.
Until reality arrives and the norm takes on another look.
Adults change along with wants and needs.
As dreamers dream and pursuers succeed.
We can easily say it’s a way to conform.
But in the end we all crave for something of the norm.

Strong Single Mother

One person One family unmarried doing it all by herself.
No support system or well off people to rely on with wealth.
No father figure for her kids to grow from.
No financial help to live off of.
She is the mama and the daddy juggling obstacles of life gladly.
Just for the smile on that child’s face makes her happy.
Being only one part of that puzzle expanding to make it whole.
No longer giving a damn where that man go.
Trial and tribulations she handles so gracious.
Finding herself to be a stronger person from past illusions.
Making life great for her seed with successful conclusions.
Moving on is her cycle no longer dwelling.
Heart so much full of love have to sooth the swelling.
Provider of roof over the head and food in the stomach.
Clothes on the back and bills paid monthly.
Doing what she has to do to stay on her feet.
Even when being criticized by peoples that be.
Forget the man with the white beard and red suit.
When Christmas comes she is Santa clause with the black boots.
That strong single mother knocking down boulders.
Must always be held up high and put on shoulders.
By Kolin E.

Out Of Time Out Of Mind Out Of Pocket

Life’s advantages come in all shapes form and fashion.
Responsibility is up to you to find that ace in the hole with action.
God gives us hope and the devil tries to bring you down.
Decision making gets complex and so out of bounds.
Unless you get that beyond the heavens type of thinking.
You know where the moon the stars and the galaxy is just the beginning.
You know where the soul runs free of negativity.
But like a gas hand find the power to run on empty.
Until you make that occasional stop to filler up.
Just barely escaping the clinches of being in the middle of no where stuck.
Living is such a funny thing here on this earth.
They say life is what you make 18 years after birth.
Societies of all kinds just waiting to swallow you whole.
Then spit you out into the swamps of the weakest links hold.
Even then there is still hope to power up in GODS socket.
So I’ll strive till I’m out time out of mind out of pocket.
Yeah I’m a day to day as my plan is not to plummet.
Oh I see a future but 24 hours is my struggle.
But my goal is to captivate, motivate, and stimulate.
And this all must be done before I even begin to concentrate.
I cant save the world but why not try to save one or two.
After all this time and all this mind being in the pocket what else to do.
My body may be a temple but my soul is the electricity.
As my mind operates and conducts on simplicity.
So for the stars I’ll soar towards like a rocket.
Until I’m out of time out of mind out of pocket.
By Kolin E.

ENERGY

Vitality expands in every culture for the experience of liveliness.
With every person to another rubs the freedom of space and individuality.
Enabling us to deliver personality to explore and wonder around casually.
Dissecting every piece of the puzzle as if anxious to call out to the front.
But beyond all of the above such as material ,spiritual ,or physical begin.
Cultivates a higher force to make the two a one or an associate a friend.
Walking displays over hidden souls plays as a camouflage for the human.
So with evolution my vibe has become the unseen truth powered like fusion.
Feelings of comfort surrounds us like some invisible shielded cocoon.
But to alter that growth will come a much different rouse type typhoon.
No electrical currents or thunderous lightning involved.
Just pure spirit to spirit intuition to get intentions solved.
If I let it your energy can bring me up or take me down.
Leave me an utter mess or with no stress make me smile or frown.
Emotions gathered without a word being spoken just a glance if that.
Cause we felt each others grace from mutual universal tastes on track.
Energy flows so freely within us and can be guided like tai chi.
In the presence of evil negativity can be so easy to see.
A positive river flows within me creating a base conductor that serves as a power center.
In which travels through my body passing through my heart so my mind it may enter.
With my energy I can make rose petals bloom and expecting mothers water break.
Cause with my energy flowers are appreciated and babies cant wait to be born without hate.
My energy put smiles on faces and drive in the get up of things to peak.
Encouraging all those that cross my path from the strong to the weak.
Listen to gut feelings when it calls out for a conversation daily.
Just a bit of self preservation from the deep storage of my energy.
By Kolin E.